A Thought

I set here and wonder.

Who am I?

What is my purpose?

Do I fit in?

Am I on my own journey?

Does anyone care?


I will just stay to myself.

Close door.

Shade the windows.

Block the sounds of life.

Just stay out-of-the-way.


The door…

Someone is on the other side.


Waiting patiently for me to open.

I hesitate.

My thoughts are dark…

No time for you.

Go away.

I want to be left alone.


Suddenly there is no noise…

No movement.

I peek out the windows.

nothing is seen.

I open the door a little bit…

No one is there.

I am alone.


Alone in spirit within.

My soul has become rebellious against

my thoughts of changing to the good.

The fleshly want of wrong are strong in me.

Wanting to do my own thing.

I have close the door to my heart.

I have close the windows to my mind…

So that I will not see the light.

My hopes?

Is to be left alone.

The don’t bother me with your testimonies.

That which brings the hope of eternal life.


Just go away.

I wish to live in darkness.

I don’t want to know…

Has kicked in.

Just leave me be.


For a while there is nothing within me.

I feel like that of a stone.

Cold and still.

Worry and fear comes within me.

I look down in front of me.

I see a shadow.

Dark it is.

It is of me.

Not only is darkness in front of me…

But also within me.

Dead I am.

How long will this be?

Will it be possible ever to see hope?

Where do I start?


I will begin by myself.

I will solve it is my thoughts.

I begin noticing I am getting deeper and deeper

within the darkness that seems to have no freedom…

No  happiness, just guilt that keeps telling me…

There is no chance for you.

Give up.

Do you remember this and that…

Which was destroying you in and out of your life.


No success.

No happiness.

Cannot get free from all the guilt…

The darkness.

Giving up.

Giving up.


Suddenly a flicker of light.

Light trying to show through cracks

 and crannies of the soul.

The door’s lock is weak.

But yet that one who is knocking…

Will not enter until I accept him in.


The Son shines before me.

Darkness is fading away.

I begin to forgive myself.

Become at peace.

Joy is within and without.

You ask.

What has happen?




Has enter my life.

For God So Love The World.

That He Gave His only Begotten Son.

That who so ever believeth in Him should not perish.

But Have Everlasting Life.

(From the Holy Word of God)

                St. John 3:16


Unseen Friend

Only written words show of existence.

Loops and lines forming letters to express many

feelings of one.   

Wanting you to see.


Emotion begin to fill your soul of their meaning.

Yet quiet .

But still very loud.


Come set down and read of me who writes upon the sheet of wood.

Forming and beginning to speak to you within your soul.

You will begin to see who I am.

Your unseen friend.

You Can’t Live Without God.

There are many of us that think everything is going just fine.  Why would we need God?  We are getting everything we want that this world can give.  What more is there that we need?  We are so satisfied and filled with all these wonderful materials for our flesh. 

I ask you this question.  How much do you love of what you have?  Would you be willing to give your all that is in you…  To sacrifice who you are within…  Your life?  Think here now. The worldly materials.  How long do they last.  How much does it give to you to be happy just for that moment?  Will it become a god to control your life in doing things that will destroy you?   Is it worth yourself to give up all that you can have that will last forever?  Will it blind your spiritual eyes to eternal life.  Or destroy you in death.

The things of this world will not last forever.  They will go away.  Rust and dust do they return to.  But yet we seem to want to seek it.  I wonder why.  Is it because we can touch.  We can see.  It lifts our inner self with a high that only brings one down?  Possibly that is the answer.  But How will it affect your soul?

Trusting in God… Our Heavenly Father in Spirit and truth… With faith. That is beyond self…  Meaning Not seeing or touching with the flesh.  But with your spirit that is within.  Why do we become so blind and not belive this is true. 

  What is so wonderful of all of this.   Is it will never tarnish, rust or  fade away.  It will give you life eternal.  Breath in the breath of life. Oh what a wonderful God.  He wants you to return to Him. With humbleness and sincerity.  Repent of your sins and he will forgive them in Jesus Name amen.

As the Holy Word saids…   We all have sinned and come short of the Glory of God.

Today go to him in prayer asking God through Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior to forgive of your sins.  Except the Holy Spirit to enter in to your soul. To begin a new life with Him who loves you so.


There Can be Only Now.

You was given right now…

This very minute.

To hold to and do many things with it.

For now is all you have.

Make it a challenging one.

Show forth what you know.

Don’t give up what you believe.

Stand strong and proud.

See what is ahead.

Go for the goals which are in your heart.


There can be only now.



They are containers that hold the most precious gifts.
They are…
Open arms that just want to hold you close.
Healing the hurts and pain of life if they can.
Mothers are a vessel made of pure gold…
That never tarnish.
Give your Mother that special Love back that she had taught you.
For you will see that you are a set.

A Cradle Within

Everyday is Mother’s day. 

When my heart is beating I feel warm knowing it was living in you.

When I look at a mirror…

I see within my eyes a reflection of you.

When I look at my hands I see strength and courage…

Which lift me up in life’s struggles.

Giving me confident.

Hope knowing you are always there.

When I see all of this….

I see you Mom.